The delima of Web Design

its sad when u come to realisation that in the world of web design you are at the bottom of the foodchain. and when u try to equip urself with the knowledge, u realise that there is a whole world out there, u have many hurdles to overcome before u can call urself anything near a web designer. it is sort of discouraging....

I dont know what to do cuz i want to do it, but its so much work and i have no classes 2 go 2 or anything. bummer. i need some help. anyone out there wanna help me?

I have css locked, xhtml, some javascript but thats it. hardly enough to make a fully functional website huh? sigh